Let There Be Light.
Doesn’t seem that a person can really get to know someone
else until they get a chance to meet face to face. Understanding how someone
else thinks and maybe why can be somewhat difficult unless questions are asked
and answered. So, getting to meet one of the folks who enjoys our online
fellowship has been a very real enlightening experience today. Julia Davis
lives in Florida. She came to Bowie, TX to help her good friend Lexie during
her surgery. And today this old woman drove to Bowie to sit down and visit with
this very special lady. Neat hardly describes it! Seeing pictures and listening
in on conversations is definitely helpful, but not anything like sitting down
with coffee and a bite to eat.
Julia got to see some of Texas’ worst drivers. Seems the
men and women who parked those 250 engines over, betweenish, and beyond the
parking lines had horses on their minds. Got there before 8 this morning and
had a few thoughts about those big rigs. At least most of them parked their horse
trailers out on the highway—or in the back forty behind the motel. Best Western
lived up to its name today. Seems this happens about once a month. Who knew?!
Anyway, leaving Julia’s room, five children with sleeping bags accompanied two
women into the hall to go down the elevator. Just don’t like that much of a
crowd, so the old woman took the stairs. Worked out well. Took me right to the
truck.
Realized on the way to Bowie that this is the first time
driving by myself since well before the “pandemic.” Had driven to Henrietta several times while sister-in-law Anne
was in the process of leaving this life to move on, but that is only about a 25
to 30 minute drive. Bowie is about an hour or less, depending on traffic, wind,
and wakefulness. Couldn’t sleep last night, so left early and stopped by Wally
World for a sandwich and a bottle of something to drink that was not just plain
water or not something full of sugar and caffeine. Bai water flavored like
watermelon is super!
This time of year, the buffalo beans are blooming along the
roads the same as the bluebonnets. The big difference is that the buffalo beans
smell like Grape Nehi. Delicious! Lewis used to want them to grow in our yard.
The year he died, he wanted me to plant some for him. They are now about to
take one little corner of the front yard. Wishing he had been able to stay in
this life, but maybe it was for the best that he not live to see the events of
the past several years. It occurred to me that these flowers will be here long
after our bones have rejoined the dirt to help the ground mix with more calcium
and whatever chemicals remain. Nothing goes to waste eventually. Someday even
the stupid plastics, oils, chemical poisons and other assorted garbage will
decompose or become a renewable source of energy. Like a fallen tree, nothing
is wasted beyond the words we think are so important. Or the opinions we hold.
For some stupid reason, we seem to think our “self” is the most important
element of being a person. It is too easy to be “self” centered, self-assured,
and selfish. We have a spirit that means much more in God’s eyes. He gave it to
us. Learning to live with that spirit the way He intends is much more important
than anything that has or ever will happen to us.
Rest well, my friends. You are loved.
No comments:
Post a Comment